I no longer care.
And honestly, who really cares? People I've never met in real life. Generally.
I'm not attempting to deny your sincerity, but I really have little left in me to care about this place. In the past I've made a lot of friends who left and went on with their lives. Most of them became artists and have professions in a variety of fields while I never seemed to excel at anything. My artwork hasn't grown but instead stagnated over the years and it's rather boring. I waste time playing stupid flash games at Facebook and wonder why my waist is expanding as I get older.
This is no longer any form of stimulation to me. Looking at art over and over has little excitement and perhaps it's because I have no time or energy to engage. A lot of people say how they like the groups but only less than a handful actually participate.
So I'm in a quandary. I want to write a book that I won't bother posting here because I want it to be a physical entity not a digital one. I have my own plans but they don't have anything to do with this dull place and I need to figure it out before I do something stupid.
I've put in a ticket with deviantart to see if I deactivate will that affect the groups. And honestly, I couldn't care less if it does or not. All I know is I need to decide what I should do and figure it out soon.
Thanks for the recent interest in my art, but even as we speak most of those 'models' have been deleted and I'm stripping down my runtime.